REJECT SELF ABANDONMENT & HEAL THE SCAPEGOAT
Yemaya, 12 April 2020


After his death in 1979, Immanuel Velikovski’s seminal work on the subject of recurring natural catastrophes and extinction events continued to be developed, and scientifically validated, the Younger Dryas Impact Theory being our latest ancient apocalypse hypothesis. The theory is based on a vast amount of corresponding evidence from multiple scientific and academic fields, it concludes that around 12,800 years ago, Earth endured a twenty year long bombardment by debris from a giant disintegrated comet or comet tail, which led to the destabilisation of the Laurentide Ice Sheet, the entire surface area of Canada and North America, extreme volcanic and earthquake events, and the subsequent mass extinction of her megafauna. The apocalyptic event plunged the world into a one thousand year long peak ice age (the Younger Dryas period) and was followed by one of the greatest, single, overnight rises in sea level ever recorded, Melt Water Pulse B, the de-glacial flood event ended the ice age. The apocalyptic flood (’Epoch Elliptic’, an ‘epoch’ is the duration of a comet’s orbital cycle, an ‘ellipse’ is the shape of the orbit), was the cataclysmic reset of humankind depicted in hundreds of humanity’s prehistoric pan-cultural mythologies. The impact theory suggests that the civilisations that rose out of the apocalypse were assisted by survivors of previous sophisticated civilisations, what you refer to as ‘Atlantis’. Heresy! Conspiracy Theory! Pseudoscience! All of the scientists, historians, geologists, astronomers, astrologers and archeologists that support the impact theory are being subjected to the same attacks by modern religious cult of Scientism that Velikovski endured, and with the amount of discovery and disclosure taking place today, the government funded consensus science community will not be able to reject the Younger Dryas Impact Theory for much longer.

Threat and fear is naturally met by our innate survival responses, or should be. Ranging from aggression, fleeing and fawning to dissociation, our reflexive neurobiological responses vary according to the level of perceived harm, but all of our defence mechanisms have one thing in common; the instinctual protection of our most vulnerable parts; our inner and outer children. Nothing wrong with this picture, right? To be clear, when it comes to the autonomous (involuntary, unconscious) survival apparatus of the human body and brain, acts of abuse, rejection and abandonment, especially during infancy and childhood by those whom we depend upon for our survival; our families and guardians, see Family Scapegoat Abuse (FSA), rightfully and intelligently signal the threat of certain death, which is why the defence mechanisms, complexes, habits and addictions we adopt are so stubborn and defy any amount of reason and logic.

We are primarily relational beings, the lone-wolf narrative is nonsense, from womb to tomb, every aspect of our lives is dependent upon our relationships; within, with each other and with Earth. 

When electrical storms of psycho-emotional affect are thwarted or otherwise unable to find expression or the necessary grounding and soothing in either the empathic resonance of another or in self-compassion, we reflexively and intelligently bundle and cocoon the charge of our overwhelm into closed-circuit loops and stash them away within the subconscious psyche and soft tissues of Body. The origin of C/PTSD. All suppressed consciousness, positive and negative, is embodied in this way. Pay attention to the movement, tension and shapes your body makes when you experience sensory or psychological triggers, that is specifically how and where your emotional loops were created and are subconsciously stored and reinforced, it is also the access point to healing your personal karmic patterning. This is what Rumi meant when he wrote: "The medicine is in the wound". Yet, as safe as these tucked-away soul-parts and memories are in our cellular cocoons, like all of nature, they seek expression and seen in this way it is not what happened to us that causes our suffering, but what didn’t, or hasn’t yet and our triggers are what nudge us to reclaim them. Caveat on triggers; beware of conditioned self-gaslighting, not all triggers are harmless, but all serve to reveal the subconscious contents of what we are bravely working to heal within ourselves. 

“Memory is lodged in pictures and feelings in the cells themselves. Like a sponge filled with water, anywhere the flesh is pressed, wrung, even touched lightly, a memory may flow out in a stream.” Women Who Run with the Wolves, Clarissa Pinkola Estes, Ph.D.

The triggering truth is that, without even taking into account the scientifically proven heritability of collective and generational trauma via our DNA, on some level everyone on the planet is suffering from complex PTSD. Of course we’ve found ways to hush the pain and suffering of our bodies and endure the psychosomatic haunting of our exiled, forgotten and lonely soul-parts, nothing symbolises this self-abandonment more than our increasing rates of everything-addiction, homelessness, poverty, mass death by starvation, mental and physical illness and environmental pollution. 

The colonisation and destruction of nature, ours and Earth's, has become so normalised that our collective psyche has manifested a male billionaire-owned Metaverse, an artificial man-womb, that is in reality, a mind-tomb, for us to crawl into to and die. But! Before we give up on ourselves in this epically distorted and apocalyptic Ooroburos moment by accepting a 'free' ticket to voyage into creepy Mark Zuckerberg’s virtual womb and be put out of our misery, maybe we could consider the outcome of our deathly patricultural fear and control of nature? Our most basic indicators of survival are obviously the availability of nutrition and shelter, however, touch, empathy and belonging are just as necessary, without the former we die fast, with the former, but without the latter it takes up to five slow years for a human child to die. If you have the stomach for the evidence of this, search the ‘forbidden experiment’ conducted in the 13th century by another Caesar inserting himself between Mother and Child, Holy Roman Emperor, Frederick II. You can see the pattern here, right? The unconscious part of the archetypal masculine principle who out of fear and lack wants to control life and avoid death.

Installing an archetypal patriarchal tyrant into our collective psyche as founder and CEO of the universe is literally destroying everything. It’s time to fall back and work through our issues with a professional therapist, an old priest and a young priest, a shaman, or even better, a shamanka.

Archeological evidence and our few remaining intact ancient cultures shows that we had a handle on whole and harmonious states of being for millions of years until the end of the Neolithic period. According to the late Professor Maria Gimbutas, whose life long research and dissemination on humanity’s origin story has been largely vindicated, our ancestors collaborated in the pursuit of celebrating and preserving the gift of life, not destroying it, meanwhile the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM), was updated recently to include 'Oppositional Defiance Disorder’. Even through not everyone is able to stand up in defiance, my feeling is that most people on Earth are feeling opposed to His story, and would rather reclaim our true nature.